Mismatched Puzzle

Nothing seemed to fit together today.

I was a mismatched puzzle.

I have had this terrible feeling all day that something bad is going to happen. Nothing too terrible has... yet.

I couldn't sleep last night and so I started off the day badly because I had a hard time waking up. Then, it was pouring outside. It had been raining all night and I remembered to grab my umbrella as I stepped outside.

Some days I leave my umbrella in my room on purpose so that I can feel the rain smack against my face.

It helps to reminds me that I'm still alive.

Today though, the umbrella helped me avoid walking into class soaking wet and cold. I was thankful.

Things are mediocre. Disgustingly mediocre. It makes me want to scream. Yet, they are odd shaped mediocre. Mediocre with strings attached.

-SW